Sikikology

I guess there is something to be said for subconscious thoughts. I wrote last week that I am glad to know that God is especially concerned for lonely people. As I look back on the past week, I can't think of a lonelier week that I've had. Sickness forced me to stay inside, and prohibited me from doing anything productive. I had to call on friends to bring me lunch. I couldn't read my wonderful Wodehouse book due to the shaking. I couldn't even get to my computer to connect with my friends. I woke this morning with the horrible (and thankfully unfounded) fear that I may find myself being taken care of, doing nothing better with my life than merely surviving, in a nursing home before I am 40. It was a bad, bad week. But tomorrow will be better.