miércoles, noviembre 26, 2014
A Toxic Friendship
We'd been friends for years, Caffeine and I. Sometimes Caffeine could change my whole outlook on life. Caffeine-Caffie, as I like to call her-could make a bad day good or make a good day better. She could turn a horrible, headachy day into a happy and healthy day. Things started going south when I started to need Caffie. I started to rely on her. I needed her to make me more social, more conversant. There were days when I may not have left my house but for the siren song of Caffeine. Things between us came to a head one night when, because of Caffie, because she was actually in my blood, a vital part of me, she kept me up all night. Even though we hadn't had the pleasure of each others' company for hours, I couldn't get her out of my head. That night spent staring wide-eyed at the ceiling was a wake-up call. (Which is ironic, since I never fell asleep in the first place.) I knew then that things between us must end. I left suddenly, abruptly, and completely. I am learning to be alone with myself again, to enjoy my own company. I am finding that I don't need Caffie to define myself. I am my own person. I see now that Caffie just wanted to change me and was unwilling to accept me for who I am. I have been spending more and more time with Tea, who is so much more laid-back and accepting of me as a person.
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